OK, so I can fly.. But you know what? Knowing that a lot of your friends aren't going with you just sucks.. I know lots of people are going to call me a wuss, but I actually cry myself to sleep sometimes thinking how the heck am I going to survive in a foreign land all by myself.. The thing is, I've always been a pretty spoiled child when it comes to leaving home.. I entered a boarding school back in Form One for a grand total of ten days before I came back home, teary-eyed.. And throughout my two years doing A-Levels, the longest that I've stayed in college without going home is 3 weeks.. The fact is, I'm already starting to miss home.. I'm starting to miss my mom and dad, my obnoxious brothers, my crazy friends.. I'm already feeling homesick, yet I'm still on home soil!
Things I Want To Do Before I Fly
1) Tell my parents I love them everyday.
2) Tell my middle brother I love him someday.
3) Show my youngest brother I love him everyday.
4) Call or meet long-lost friends and say I appreciate them.
5) Get a digital camera so I can send pictures (of myself sobbing?) back home.
6) Keep in touch with ex-students from my IT class before their SPM.
7) Meet my grandfather and ask for his blessings.
8) Prioritize my preparations so I don't get too flustered.
9) Learn to cook proper food.
10) Stop crying.
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NHA at 4:59 PM ::
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