Gosh.. my final paper.. Just hours away.. So near, yet so far away :(
Somehow the thought of going to Southampton is really freaking me out.. Will I survive there? How will I cope? As liberal as I'd like to think I am, I have a feeling that I'm in for a huge culture shock.. What if I get there and I start feeling empty? Would I ask myself "What the heck am I doing here?" and if so, what should I do?
Dr. F once said that when you've grown old, you'll start holding on to your usual way of doing things and shy away from new, adventurous alternatives.. Am I getting too old for my age? LOL :P
I have this inexplicable fear of what lies before me.. But then again, fear is good because it makes you wary and more alert.. But even so, I've never heard of people purposely staying afraid just for the sake of feeling more alive..
But wait, isn't that what roller coasters are all about? To scare the bejeezes out of you just for the sake of having fun? Why would anybody think fear is fun?
I don't know.. But I like getting my fair share of adrenaline rushes myself.. So I guess it has to be human nature, heh.. BTW, anybody wants to ride the banana boat with me this weekend? ;)
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NHA at 10:48 AM ::
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