Dear C,
I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean to leave you.. But I guess it's just inevitable.. It was bound to happen, yet somehow I can't seem to let you go.. You were always there for me, but what did you get in return? I abandoned you.. And now, since you've been gone for good, I keep thinking about you so much that it makes me deeply sad.. I know this sounds ironic because I never really cared about you before you left.. It's true that you never know what you've got till it's gone..
When I saw you for the last time, my heart was crying inside.. But I couldn't show my tears because I knew that nobody would understand.. As you left, I quickly walked away, because I couldn't bear the image of you leaving me.. I told myself that I was doing the right thing, and that you're better off with someone else.. But why do I have this aching feeling inside?
I remember the time when we were watching TV together.. I remember the time when I was so sad that only you could cheer me up and make it all go away.. I remember the time when people were quietly envious of me just because I had you beside me.. I used to be so proud of you, but I guess everything just faded away.. I was so caught up with time that I forgot to cherish you..
We've been through so much together.. Thank you for all the happiness that you gave to me.. Thank you for sharing all my sorrows.. I hope you'll bring joy to another girl, just the way you did to me.. You're no longer here, but your presence will forever be felt.. There are many others like you, but I won't find one that's the same as you..
I miss you so much, my dear teddy bear :'(
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NHA at 4:29 PM ::
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