OK, so maybe writing my last entry wasn't such a good idea..
R happened to read it and she called to apologize profusely.. Well.. it just proves my theory that the more people know about my blog, the harder it is to write about things.. Because those are the things that are more likely to hurt other people..
We ended up having a heart-to-heart talk.. She told me that if I had any grouses against her, all I needed to do was slap her.. And my last entry was quite a 'slap' :P
I feel so awful.. Everything I've written in this blog was driven by my need to express my emotions.. And I know there are lots of times when my words do seem harsher than intended.. But that's just my way of releasing my pent-up feelings.. To keep my feelings to myself is just not me.. As much as I try to hide my feelings, sooner or later they would always resurface and I'll be pouring all my troubles through my blog again..
I know I've ruffled more than just a few feathers with my thoughts, but this is the first time where I actually regretted writing what I did.. R has always been a good friend of mine.. Although she has her unique quirks, those traits make her who she is.. And I wouldn't want her to be any different..
But does that change my outlook on how I should write my blog? No way.. What's the use of writing a supposedly personal blog when all you do is conform to what other people want to read?
So I'll try to keep my blog as private as I can, even though I know there's no such thing as confidentiality once you publish anything on the Internet.. Nevertheless, that won't stop me from giving my two cents' worth, no matter how many people I rub off the wrong way as a result :P
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NHA at 3:59 PM ::
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