How do you motivate yourself when all you could think of is the comfort of your own bed in your own room in your own home?
I'm going back to Shah Alam tomorrow afternoon for the National Age-Group chess championship this Friday and Saturday.. And the past 24 hours have been very long and unbearable for me.. Nothing seems to stick to my mind.. I just look at the watch every 5 minutes or so, hoping that miraculously the class would end quickly..
Honestly I think I'm stuck in a rut.. I go to class wishing that time would fly faster.. But as soon as it ends, I just sit idly in front of the computer playing Minesweeper or surfing the same website for the 10th time of the hour..
T said it was because I didn't have any impending exams.. Maybe she's right.. I do work better under pressure.. But who says I don't have any? I've got a couple of assignments due in a few days' time and I still have my AS exams to sit for in May..
So why am I so unmotivated?
Last night our college sent a bus full of students to the Incubus concert in KL.. A few of my friends went.. I heard that somebody died and the singers were asking the crowd to help people get up when they fall down.. Creepy..
Apparently a few of the students also didn't go to the concert and instead wandered off to someplace else.. As a result, they didn't get back to the bus on time.. The bus even went through the toll plaza and U-turned back to pick up those lost souls and even then, there were still some of them who weren't there.. Mr. F decided to leave the remaining students there so from what I heard, they had to hitch a ride to return to college.. Hmm.. Speaks volumes about our students' attitude, don't you think?
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NHA at 3:59 PM ::
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