Totally wasted the whole day W.A.I.T.I.N.G.. I had to wait 3 hours to open my Maybank savings account.. (note : never ever sign up using any online application forms because it's useless).. Then I had to wait for a few more hours for the printers to finish copying and laminating some papers.. Well, OK.. 160 pieces of them.. But I gave that guy those papers at 11am and by 6pm they're still not done! I felt like ripping his head off.. Thank goodness he was kind of cute.. haha :P
I was doing those papers for a friend of mine.. Later I had to pay for them in advance.. It cost me a cool RM100.. Hmm.. better make sure I claim the money..
BTW, yesterday I was in for a surprise.. I opened my daily digest of e-mails from my chess group, Lodis-Knight and guess what I saw.. E-mails from my ex! Wait a minute.. I thought he told me he was swearing off chess after the break up.. Then how come he's back in it? Hmm..
Through the group, he even told me and a friend of mine to draw up a letter to invite all our college's chess players to join our internal chess league.. He didn't mention about the break up, nor about his sudden re-entry into the fray.. Well, granted, it was a public forum.. But.. what's up with him??
That day he told me that he wasn't meant for chess.. He even withdrew from our chess group.. He also resigned all his games in GameKnot.. Then all of a sudden, yesterday I found him reinstating his post as our chess group's founder plus 15 active games in his GK profile..
I've been thinking about it so much.. There could be a few possiblities.. Maybe he's over the whole break up and he's decided that he couldn't possibly breathe without seeing another pawn in his life, so he decided to get back in.. Maybe he suddenly feels that as our college's chess club president, it's his duty to organize the league.. Maybe he's just trying to show me that he's moved on with his life and business is as usual..
Of course, I do think that maybe.. MAYBE.. he might want to reconcile with me.. Hmm.. I know that's probably just wishful thinking.. But being in this state of uncertainty right now, I just can't help it..
So he has returned to the chess world.. Great.. I guess I should be happy now.. At least he's doing what he enjoys the most.. So how come I'm feeling so disconcerted?
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NHA at 2:08 PM ::
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