My neighbour's daughter got married today.. The whole road was packed with white yellow-trimmed tents, formally dressed people and loads of food.. The newlyweds looked resplendid in their yellow outfits.. I got to know that their invitation list included around 2000 people.. The whole ceremony was truly fit for a king..
Looking at those two lovebirds, I couldn't help longing for those days when I was still with my ex.. Yup, 2 weeks into the break up and I'm still not over that guy.. Even my friend's amazed.. Sometimes I can go from singing 'I Will Survive' to 'How Do I Live' in as short as 10 minutes.. My ex told me the other day that he was going to come to Shah Alam some time around Christmas to meet some of his old friends.. Now that the 25th is just around the corner, I keep watching my surroundings in case I 'bump into' him.. In fact, I swear that during the wedding reception today, I overheard somebody shout something which resembled his name and I literally jumped out of my seat.. Am I being paranoid? Or is it 'gila talak'? :P
I read that if you want to get over somebody, keep youself busy.. But how come each time I do that, he keeps popping into my mind? I taught tuition classes part-time.. And he followed.. I went to see a late night screening of LOTR 3 and came home at 3am.. And he followed.. I went to that PC Fair and spent 2 months' worth of my scholarship.. And he followed.. I tried out my new CD-RW and printer, much to my anticipation.. And he.. well.. It's as if the memory of him is etched so deeply in my mind that there's no erasing it no matter where I go or what I do..
I kept telling myself even before the relationship that I shouldn't make any man my world.. But why is it so hard for me to let him go?
Still Reminds Me - Anggun
I cut off my hair
Put some red on every nail on my feet
I think it's pretty
I repainted all the rooms
Got a cat that I named June, obviously
I think she's happy
Friends threw some parties
I've been to them all there's not one that I missed
And I've tried to spend my time with somebody new
But everyone
Still reminds me of you
And tried to play some songs that change my point of view
But every sound
Still reminds me of you
I've done some walking
Listen to the people talk on the street
I don't feel lonely
I saw some movies
But your face kept coming back on the screen
I think I'm crazy
Can't make decisions
I could use some more distractions today
And I've tried to spend my time with somebody new
But everyone
Still reminds me of you
And tried to play some songs that change my point of view
But every sound
Still reminds me of you
I wonder where did I go wrong? What made you gone?
How I hate to feel alone
I've tried to spend my time with somebody new
But everyone
Still reminds me of you
And tried to play some songs that change my point of view
But every sound
Still reminds me of you
Still reminds me...
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NHA at 3:59 PM ::
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