I actually opened my 1st textbook for the last 6 weeks! I studied Accounting the whole day.. Really got my head messed up pretty good by the myriad of numbers on the page, but I think I'm confident - of failing my exam tomorrow :P Or at least I think it's tomorrow.. Hmm..
I was up to my old sneaky antiques when I hid the bag of my friend's boyfriend :P Made him walk back and forth from his chalet to the academic block 2 times.. Well, don't blame me.. He took my magazine 1st.. And I really, really, really liked that magazine.. *blink blink*.. :P
Almost everybody noticed that I was wearing contacts! Why? Because I was looking kind of disorientated :P Another friend of mine also made the switch to contacts, so I guess that lessens the spotlight on me.. I also registered for my laptop's network connection.. At the rate I'm going, I might as well be online almost 24/7 now :P
Veritas, my college's newsletter came out today.. Being the editor, I made sure it was distributed.. But it was the November edition, though :P.. And the funny (or sad?) thing is, it was a Raya dedications special, and I actually dedicated a message to my ex.. Darn.. I was soooo scared that people would be reading that.. Particularly him! But I was pretty confident that since he didn't really read Veritas, then I'd be pretty safe, since I used nicknames instead of our real names..
Then I got my 1st glimpse of him at the dining hall today during dinner.. Holding none other than Veritas! Oh no..
I finally got around telling my gang about the break up.. Everybody was shocked about it, but generally they were supportive of it.. They said that if all those problems that cropped up in our relationship happened again, then it wouldn't be worth the trouble of getting back together.. Hmm.. true.. Now all I need is to keep that in my mind with a little more enthusiasm :P
My friend and her boyfriend continued their 'assault' on my break up.. They were later joined by another classmate of mine.. I got so fed up with all their jabbing that I gave them until 12pm to fire away all the ammunition they've got.. After that, I didn't want them to mention about me and him ever again.. At 1st they all thought I was joking.. But not until I said that I was serious..
No offence, I do know they were all joking.. I mean, getting myself this messed up has to be the biggest joke in town.. But just when I wanted to REALLY move on, they kept bringing me back down.. I know I might've sounded a bit harsh towards them.. It's just that I really needed some time off.. Maybe later when I'm feeling better, I wouldn't mind as much.. But not when I have to face the prospect of facing my ex tomorrow!
Like my friend said, tomorrow's a big day.. Big in the sense that my real test of whether I've moved on or not is during Computing class tomorrow.. And the class being a double period one doesn't help much either.. I'm sure I'll be OK.. I mean, I have to be..
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NHA at 3:37 PM ::
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